weird

It has just come to my attention that my blog is largely viewed by people in the United States and Russia. I honestly, honestly hope that you all don't think I'm crazy. I have always been under the impression that nobody looks at this thing. I would like to know you guys! So please come forward and be crazy with me. x

opinions are like....

I've noticed recently, either because this is new or because I am now old enough to recognize it, that people try way too hard to change the opinions of others. I understand it in the case of an opinion that is of a dangerous nature (racism and the like) but honestly, if it is of my opinion that, say, ketchup is disgusting and you're threatening my life because of it... you have problems. You'd think (or at least I would) that since we've been in existence for two thousand and almost twelve years, someone would have realized by now that we are all different and therefore do not all think the same way. And isn't that the point of being alive? I'm all for a debate, usually, but why has it reached a point where everything has to be debated. Can things not just be left alone? My opinion will not change your life and the same goes for yours to mine.

i don't do mornings

so, I've been jobless for 2 months. just came back from a vacation to cuba. one can say I've really been enjoying my sleep. well, maybe a little too much but fuck it, it's my life and my problem to deal with. cut to this morning. i usually wake up at 7:45 am when my boyfriend gets up to go to work, and I'll typically stay awake with him until he leaves and then go back to bed. yeah well... I get back into my beautiful big comfy bed, close my eyes for half a second and then *BZZZZZZZ* oh bliss. the city has decided to dig up my lawn today. why on earth is this necessary? i mean there is quite literally a 15 foot hole in the ground, directly in front of my home, and for what? it's november. so I'm basically just waiting until I can go back to sleep. it's 2 pm now, by the way.

Omnivore vs Carnivore

First off, let me just pre-face this post by saying: what the fuck? When and why did this ever happen? And why does it seem like it's always coming from the vegetarian/vegan camp? Listen, I don't pretend to actually care about the opinions of others whether it's about my sexual preference, the color of my toes or, now, the damn food I eat. But seriously- why does everyone else care? I don't care that you chose to not eat meat, so why do you care that I chose the opposite? I wouldn't even call it a choice. It's just the life I have lived for 21 years. I don't have a problem with it, it doesn't bother me in any way. I never even think about it. So it makes me laugh that apparently everyone else on this earth is losing sleep over it. Let's make this really simple. I never have, and never will, try to tempt you with a juicy steak or a chicken nugget. So please don't try to "tempt" me with your lettuce. Also, what is this bullshit about my heart being significantly lesser than yours because I eat cheeseburgers? All of a sudden, I don't care about animals and I want all of them to die a most painful and gruesome death. While we're at it I want their souls to rot in the fiery pits of hell. Seriously? Go fuck yourself. I have been a loving mom to endless amounts of birds (though I am actually afraid of them), hamsters, rabbits, a piranha and even a hedgehog. I love my dog more than I love anything on this earth. The compassion I have for them is the kind that would make you believe I physically gave birth to these furballs. I've been known to take an animal in even if, in all aspects of my reality, I could not. I did it anyway, because of the love I have for these babies. And yet, I am a heartless meat eating wench. These statements hold no real, valid argument. I equate it to any kind of judgmental "ism" there is out there. Racism. Fascism. Veganism. What's the difference?