general boredom

my sister left for europe today and i'm really sad/lonely.. and my phone's cut off so it sucks a lot more than it already would have. seriously, i'm not gonna pay 50 cents on a payphone everytime i need to talk to someone. and keyword is need, because there are obviously time limits on payphones... so what about the nights where i don't necessarily NEED to talk to someone but i just fucking WANT to? then what. fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck.