embarassment

i feel like a spider crushed on the wall. insides exposed, bare bones for all to see. what's inside of me. the intricacy of my heart and veins. entwined and confused, embarassed and dazed. tears, i cannot help, come down my face. i want them to go without a trace. so i try to look away. run away within my mind. but piece of mind is hard to find when your mind is racing.